boredom

a Currently listening to: only this moment by röyksopp
you'll be safe here by rivermaya
my curse by killswitch engage
anonymous(remix) by bobby valentino ft. timbaland n stimuli

I wonder how come i always get bored easily. When i'm doinf my work, eventually i'll feel sick of doing them and i just don't have the mood to do it. Sigh. By the way, am doing the bloody annual report and i'm rally really sick of findings images. There are too many to look for and my internet conenction is just so damn bloody slow. *sob sob
Me friends are going to Maison tonight. I thought of joining them but i'm not done with my stupid work. SIGH!!! haih, nevermind. Will go again either tomorrow if i can finish fri's work or maybe fri night!

So, decided to blog since i wana kill boredom. Need a kit-kat. By the way, been lazying around lately. Sigh. And i don't even have a strong design sense as well. Thought of buying some books to get some ideas or inspirations but sad to say these books are just so darn expensive!

[a song to suit this current situation: Anonymous by Bobby V ft. Timbaland n Stimuli] read the lyrics and you'll get what i mean
Last mon, after my advertising visual class, went for lunch with Fred. While i was having my lunch, i spotted the chick that i wanted to know. She's my junior. Damn, i kept looking at her and then she went up to don't know which class. Haih. Later Pei Chyi came down and then together with Fred, we went to the main block to pass some stuff to Sharon, our corporate literature lecturer. And then while i was outside of the computer lab, Fred was looking at some newspaper and Pei Chyi was looking at the notice board while me wandering around there, and then! That chick just suddenly walk up the stairs just right infront of me. I saw her and she saw me as well i guess. But this time she's alone. I missed that golden opportunity! *sob sob sob... My reaction that time was kinda slow as i'm shy and she walks upstair too fast already. DAMN...! sigh, guess i have to wait for another time to bump into her again but i don't know when will it be.

Well, few weeks ago was one my bestie's birthday, so i bought her a book cause i really don't know what to buy for her, i mean besides buying accessories la. So, went to Borders and search around the rack for like around an hour to look for a book that suits her. Being wandering around the poerty and literature section and looking for a book title that suits her. Finally i found one, it's called "the secret river". A book specially dedicated to the ab-origins in Australia. Looks good and have a good content i guess? So, just grab and paid for the book. While i was searching the book, saw some nice book cover design, which the publisher is by Penguin and the book covers for penguin, most of them are specially designed and some of them even got awared as the best cover too. So, just look through and see how the design them. XD XD XD
Then, went home and wrap the book by desigining by myself. hehehe...=) So, went for printing behind my college, went over there and found out that i forgot to create outline for the title, i dont have the font with me, so just choose a font that suits it, eventually it turns out well too... hahaha













On some friday night, went for a Streething Swap Meet which was held in Zouk. Lots of street lovers over there, buying tee and kicks as well. I didn't really buy stuff there as most of them cost 100 and above..O_O" but i manage to get a Adicolor Bear which is around RM20, damn cheap. I Should have get another one as well... Regreted

why bothered?

sigh... it's 0205 now and yet i'm still doing my bloody assignment here... lifeless. Recently i just feel very down, sad, moodless, i don't know why. There are things which have alraedy been settled but yet i'm still stubborn on it. That is why sometimes i hated myself for being so damn f*cking sutbborn at this kind of stuff. Sometimes when before i go to sleep, my mind eventually will think of her. It's already been more than 3-4months, all along i thought that i could let it go. Yes, i've manage to do so but yet there are still some remaining. That's why sometimes it hurts so much.

Her birthday's coming. I did went over to her place and gave her a small surprise. First, i asked her to close her eyes and i quicklt light up the candle and then i ask her to open her eyes. What she saw was a cake with a light up candle right infront of her. I told her, "i know i can't celebrate your actual birhtday with you, that is why i make it in advance." She was surprise. But whether she's touched or not i won't know la. But anyway, she then ask me "if birthday sure got birthday song what, so you sing for me la?" and i did sang for her and wish her happy birthday as well. After that, i ask her to make a wish then only blew off the candle.

Again, I told her to close her eyes and this time when she opens her eyes, there's a lil' pressie right infront of her. I even put a small note writen" you can only open it on 23.06.07". She was quite sad that she can't open it up right away. But hopefully she follows the note. Actually, during that time i even told her that during her birhtday i would bring her to a wonderful restaurant and have a wonderful meal and i promise that i would make it her most memorable birthday ever as it's her 21st birthday and even wanted to give her a really really big surprise. She's happy when i said that. Unfortunately, things wouldn't work out as the way i wanted it to be. Sad. I was really really sad bout it. As tears start falling down from my eyes. What can i do? That's how it should be. Sigh. Maybe it's the right choice and it's a good thing? i don't know?

So, now all i can do is this, just give you a small surprise. No more any big surprise. Maybe in the future there might be a chance and there might not be. Nobody knows the future. If it belongs to you, eventually in the future it will always be yours. I've learnt quite a lot of things from her. I'm really really glad to know such a person. Anyway, just want to wish her a very happy happy birthday "S".

Imma Musik Freak-to!!!

haih, for the next 2 weeks, i will be all alone (not exactly alone la), my clubbing kaki or my yum cha kaki, all 3 of them are going for a holiday trip to Aus to visit my other friend, sad wey! But luckily there's a few back here for me to find them to go club as well la, but these 3 felas are the usual gang. T_T

So, i ask 1 of my friend to get me a few cds when they're in Sydney cuz it's really really cheap tho. It's like 10-15 AUD, if your convert them to RM, it's much more cheaper here. More over, you can't really get some of the cds here. Pretty sad eh? I'm asking me friend to buy 2 Hed Kandi cds for me and 1 Ibiza Sunset Sessions. There are more cds which i wanted to buy but i'm lack of money... FARKKKKKK!!!! damn sad wey... sigh..sob sob sob

So, hopefully my friend could go to that shop and get me those cds. Maybe i'll force them to go there as well. Maybe they'll also buy some cds from there! hehehe... anyway, you can chekc out their website---> wwwdirtcheapcds.com.au

Really really cheap!!!!!

Recruitment

someone posted this stuff on my friendster's buletin board, i find it quite funny tho? hahaha... so, thought of psosting it here...

One day while walking down the street
highly successful Human Resources
Manager was tragically hit by a bus and
she died. Her soul arrived up in
heaven where she was met at the Pearly
Gates by St. Peter himself.

"Welcome to Heaven," said St. Peter.
"Before you get settled in though,
it seems we have a problem. You see,
strangely enough, we've never once
had a Human Resources Manager make it
this far and we're not really sure
what to do with you."

"No problem, just let me in," said the
woman.

"Well, I'd like to, but I have higher
orders. What we're going to do is
let you have a day in Hell and a day in
Heaven and then you can choose
whichever one you want to spend an
eternity in."

"Actually, I think I've made up my mind,
I prefer to stay in Heaven",
said the woman

"Sorry, we have rules..."

And with that St. Peter put the
executive in an elevator and it went
down-down-down to hell.

The doors opened and she found herself
stepping out onto the putting
green of a beautiful golf course. In the
distance was a country club and
standing in front of her were all her
friends - fellow executives that
she had worked with and they were well
dressed in evening gowns and
cheering for her. They ran up and kissed
her on both cheeks and they
talked about old times. They played an
excellent round of golf and at
night went to the country club where she
enjoyed an excellent steak and
lobster dinner.

She met the Devil who was actually a
really nice guy (kind of cute) and
she had a great time telling jokes and
dancing. She was having such a
good time that before she knew it, it
was time to leave. Everybody shook
her hand and waved goodbye as she got on
the elevator.

The elevator went up-up-up and opened
back up at the Pearly Gates and
found St. Peter waiting for her.

"Now it's time to spend a day in
heaven," he said. So she spent the next
24 hours lounging around on clouds and
playing the harp and singing. She
had great time and before she knew it
her 24 hours were up and St. Peter
came and got her.

"So, you've spent a day in hell and
you've spent a day in heaven. Now
you must choose your eternity,"

The woman paused for a second and then
replied, "Well, I never thought
I'd say this, I mean, Heaven has been
really great and all, but I think
I had a better time in Hell."

So St. Peter escorted her to the
elevator and again she went
down-down-down back to Hell.

When the doors of the elevator opened
she found herself standing in a
desolate wasteland covered in garbage
and filth. She saw her friends
were dressed in rags and were picking up
the garbage and putting it in
sacks.

The Devil came up to her and put his arm
around her.

"I don't understand," stammered the
woman, "yesterday I was here and
there was a golf course and a country
club and we ate lobster and we
danced and had a great time. Now all
there is a wasteland of garbage and
all my friends look miserable."

The Devil looked at her smiled and told...

" Yesterday we were recruiting you,
today you're an Employee"

where to go after TOA?

sigh... i'm really confused right now, i don't know where i wanna further my studies at? Should i go to Australia or maybe the States? darn confused... what i'm afraid of is the design culture in US and AUS is completely different? At first i wana go to US as i had a friend who's gonna go there with me but the prob is i have to study for another 3 freakin' years and i'm so done with studying for so long, tho it's a master degree but still >.<

Geez... the most is i could only study for is another 2 more years. I've already wasted 2 years of time already... darn... i don't wana spend so much of time in studying.

Actually, my coll is affiliated with 2 Uni in the States, 1st is Savannah Coll which is in Georgia, and the 2nd one is The Coll of Creative Studies, which is in Michigan. If i wana persue my studies in Savannah, i've gotta study for 3 freakin years where as the Michigan one only need 2 years to complete my degree. If i wana pursue my degree in Aus, then it would be Swinburne in Melbourne. I've thought of going into Monash Uni but it takes 3 years for a degree and they need a strong portfolio to get into the Uni but i don't think my portfolio is strong enough to get me into the Uni. So, forget bout Monash Uni and the last and only choice in Aus is only Swinburne. Actually there's another Uni in Melbourne, which is RMIT, but unfortunately lots of rumors said that their quality in design is getting pretty bad. (No offense but i swear i didn't make it up) So, forget bout that as well. *sob sob

Another prob is, i don't think my dad could afford my study fee in US for 3 years. The most he could afford to pay my tuition fee is only 2 years. So, got a lil' bit of hope in studying in US. I feel so bad that i've wasted so much of his money in paying my tuition fees. Sorry dad. I've told my dad that if it's too expensive and he really can't afford it, might as well i'll do my studies in Aus, it's way mroe cheaper and my mum said it's better for me to go to Aus as my bro is there as well and it's more convenient for her to come and find both her sons.

Another thing i'm worry about is i'm afraid i can't get any job in US after i've completed my degree as they're quite strict in hiring foregin people like me after the 911 incident. But all i have to do now is to complete my studies, built a strong portfolio and work hard, no matter where i go, i believe if my portfolio is superb, there will be people who's gonna hire me. And all i know is i dont wana get stuck here in MALAYSIA!!!!!

*listening to Anonymous by Bobby Valentino ft. Timbaland.. nice song tho... should go n d/l =)

the CK salesgirl

went to klcc today with fred n sian chun to do some research on Suria KLCC n try to get their annual report but unfortunately, it's under KLCC Holdings Berhad, which means Suria KLCC doesn't have an annual report except for KLCC Holdings Berhad. While we're lepaking in KLCC, we came across a CK booth cuz they're promoting the latest fragrance esp. fo couples. So, we're curious and we walked towards the booth, there's this salesgal, she come onto us and start telling us that today is the last day and she gave us a sample of the fragrance. So, my friend ask her bout the price and stuff. So, the girl ask him, are you interested in buying the product, my friend then said no because he don't really like the smell of it. Then the salesgirl replied "if you don't like it, why do you ask for the price then?" i was shock when she said so, we're a customer leh, why cant we ask bout the price and test the product before purchasing it (if we really wna buy)? If we don't like the product, you still can't say stuff like that what... *tsk tsk tsk
Furthermore, my friend told her that he got a CK, but not this one but that salesgirl heard wrongly and told him that it's impposible because the product had just launched a week ago. My friend didn't even mention that he bought this product, all he said was he got another CK perfume but not this new product. She kept arguing to use and say that this product is new and bla bla bla. You better dig your ear before you reply yea?
Moreover, it's you the one who approach to us and not we apporach to you... How could CK hire such promoter? it's a disgrace wey... sad to say that but you're not pretty and you're short!!! better learn your menace before promoting the product to potential customer... Luckily you never ecnounter customer that are even worst than us, if not, u're really gonna get it fromt them and nobody wll hire you in the upcoming events... better learn girl..!