Monday, January 28, 2008

Another misc blog

Well, i've been neglecting my blog for ages. Long time no blog already. There were so many things that i wanted to blog about but my work kept making me stay late at the office and i often forget to blog when i wanted to blog. -_-"

Well, last last friday i went to Miri just to take my TOEFL test. So, i reach Miri around 9.30 and checked in at a local hotel around 10. So, after that, i asked the receptionist are there any landmark or tourist place which i could go or have a look? She gave me a map and apparently there aren't much stuff to do at Miri. It's a fucking boring place to me. (NO OFFENSE TO PEOPLE LIVING IN MIRI) but i think i'm a city boy, raise in the city and i'm already used to the lifestlye in the city. So, if i were sent to Miri to stay for a week, i think i'll die of boredom over there. There's nothing to do over there! So, just went around and snap some pictures. They're still in my SD card, i still haven't get a chance to edit them, will edit them sometime around this week i hope? And the saddest thing was, the FUCKING place where i need to take my TOEFL gave me a called saying that i can't take the test due to some technical problem. So my test date was postpone. I'm like "WHAT THE FUCK wey?" i bought an air ticket, purposely went there to take my TOEFL test, stay there and make myself bored , waste my fucking time and money and energy. And my test is postpone! WHAT THE FUCK wey.. i was seriously damn fucking pissed off at that time. This is fucking ridiculous, there's no backup or whatsoever. Lousy piece of SHIT!. Think about it makes me pissed off right now! ARGH... i'll be taking that test next week in Shah Alam. LUCKILY!!!!

Well, nothing really interesting happen to me lately. Oh yea, i'm a lil' tan due to the fact that i went Sunway Lagoon last sun with that babi hutan. Didn't really enjoyed myself over there as there's nothing new inside Sunway Lagoon. The only fun part was i get to throw that babi hutan into the pool and drowned that babi hutan in the pool. Ever seen a wild board(babi hutan) drowned in the pool? hahaha...

Well, i feel like going to club this week. It's been a while since i went to a club? I guess it was last week? hahaha... I don't think i could call myself a casual clubber anymore. I'm more like a usual clubber. DAMN... i can see my money flying off from my wallet. T_T *sob sob
Well, i went Pavilion to shop for my Chinese New Year clothes with my bud. I really wanted to get a few tees from Pull And Bear but apparently there aren't much tees but more on winter jackets or sweaters. So, was quite disappointed. So, decide to go to 1U to get them as the shop in 1U is bigger and has more variety over there. Their design is really vintage and i quite like them, very nice. =) But i still got myself a tee and a shirt from Giordano as they gave 50% for all the items in the shop.

Went home and my mum saw what i bought. I was scolded and warned by her not to wear that clothes during Chinese New Year as it's black. For chinese, wearing black during CNY kinda pantang la, so... -_-" gosh... damn! I still wana get a pair of jeans from Levi's. Damn nice wey that jeans but the price of it lagi nice. -_-" I wanted to get a few shirts from Esprit too but it's way too expensive as i need to buy some tees from Pull And Bear. -_-" ARGH.. I need more money!!!

I guess i'm going to bed now, my eyes are heavy. Brian here signing off.

Cheers

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Out Of Boredom

Sigh.. i'm kinda bored right now.. i don't even know what to blog over here... aiks >.<"

Well, i'll be flying off to Miri next Fri to take my TOEFL and have a short break for myself. And one bloody shocking news is, my Uni class starts at September. Daayyyuummmm!!! I have to wait for another 7-8 months then only i can go over there. I just wanted to take my degree and that's it. I'm done with my studies... Will spend 2years over there and as i've said earlier before. Hopefully i could get a job once i've graduate over there. If i can't get a job in US, will maybe try in Europe countries such as Swizz, Italy, France, UK, Germany, etc. or maybe Australia as long as it's not in Malaysia!

Chinese New Year's coming and the time for me to gain weight is once again not far from me. No, must resist those fattening food! I can't afford to gain anymore weight. Must burn off those excessive fats and have myselfa nice 6pax maybe? =P hahaha... just want to make myself fit, don't want to ahve those tummy or beer belly!!! Will join some fitness center soon!!!

I can't think what i wanted to write... till here then. Adios

Cheers,
Brian

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New Year

Happy New Year!

A new year, which means a new start for me. Basically 2007 was n wasn't a good year for me. The good part is i get to meet new people and did new things and graduated from The One Academy. The sad part is i broke up again. Sigh.. felt like as if i was being played.
God Damn It!!!! FUCK!!!

Anyway, my new year resolution is....
1) Get the hell out of Malaysia, hopefully i'm able to further my studies in the States

2) Pass my TOEFL test which will be in a few more weeks time, pass the interview in the US Embassy and also the accpetance from the University which i will be furthering my studies at.

3) Go lose some weight and do some work out. Been gaining some weights lately. Wanted to build some muscles, make myself look more confident and bulk and big size? And to stay healthy as well...!!!

4) Wanted to join the competition of "I Want to Be Model". If not, then maybe do some photoshoots for some TVC or maybe some print ads or anything to do with printed things la...

5) Make myself more matured in terms of action and thinking.

6) Earn more money

7) Start some small business, either partnering with friends or SOHO?

8) Get a new girl friend? Well, i think that's impossible for me... I'm not really that attractive tho, so i'm just crapping. Ignore this.

9) Be a real player, fuck loyal. I've always being loyal to love for the past years and even the last relationship at 2007, but look at what being loyal did to me? It doesn't pay off you know? One, i don't lie to the person i love unless it's in an difficult or hardness situation. Two, i don't flirt around with any other girls in clubs when i have a girl friend. Three, i try to do all sort of things to make the person i love happy but it's still useless. So, why do i have to suffer all these things when i've been loyal to the person i love? So, now i just wanted to flirt around with girls and not going to start any other relationship with any other girls unless i've found the right person whom i could really put effort and make this relationship a possible thing.
effort and make this relationship

So, hopefully everything goes on smoothly this year and may all my dreams come true in this year, wish me luck. Even tho i know no ones going to bother reading my fucking blog. Just typing out what i'm feeling right now.