Well, i just went to Maison again yesterday night. Yes, there again. Well, it was freaking empty at around 11pm-12am but then luckily the crowd started to come in at around 12-1am? Loads of chun chicks at the podium once again. One of my friend whom i just me yesterday asked me to accompany him to the podium and so i did. Well, i started to dance and i saw a few nice sweet chicks on the podium. Thought of giving myself a gut to go and ask her to dance with be but unfortunately i wasn't brave enough to do so.
Pffffftttt... such a loser. Well, i notice this girl where she looks cute too and she was standing next to my friend. I ask my friend to go over and dance with her but that stupid fela doesn't want. He said he wanted to dance with the girl on the podium. -_-" What a waste! I wanted to dance with her but since she's dancing there and my friend was just next to her, i just gave my friend a chance to do so. How would i know that he refuse to dance with her? Aiks....
Well, i saw loads of chinese and english ed chicks on the podium and apparently these english ed chicks just wouldn't go for a pure chinese guy unless you do look like a banana, or maybe caucasian, or a malay, indian, mix, etc and not pure chinese. I saw a few cute and sweet girls up on the podium but they just won't want to look at you. How sad. Pffffftttt.....
Well, sweat alot yesterday night and then as i went back to my seat. I bumped into my ex. I can't imagine i could bump into here yesterday night and she was sitting right next to me. Well, i wasn't happy yesterday night after bumping into here and also some other problems. Apparently last time we broke up is due to one of the reason that she said she wanted to focused on her career and also her studies. That's why she sacrifices her love. This is what she told me. And last time i accidentally deleted a picture of us where i kiss her on her cheeks and vice-versa. So, a week before her birthday i told her whether i could take back the same picture as i just want to keep it as a memory and she said "No! We're friends now and friends couldn't do the these things anymore."
So, yesterday this guy kissed her on her cheeks and when it's time to leave the club, that guy was holding here hands walking out together. Could friends do so? So, i went up and talked to her and she told me that they were just friends. I told her that i saw you holding his hands and he even kissed you. So, i ask her back could i kiss you then? Her reaction was a shock that i said these things and she even asked me "Are you drunk?" HELL NO!!! I'm not drunk and i'm sober k!!! If he was just your "normal" friend, why would allow him to hold your hands while leaving the club and kissed you on the cheeks too? Now ain't that funny? Last time I ask her whether i could i take back the same picture and she said NO, "because friends can't do so! And now you allow him to do such things on you? Pfffftttt.... "What a big fucking lie! It's not that you can't have another new boyfriend after me but it's just that i can't accept the fact that you lied to me, using such lousy reasons to break up with me. What career what shit la, yada yada yada... FUCK IT LA! It's all lies!!! There are some lies which she told me and i went and ask her best friend and apparently the story is different. I won't mention what lies she came out with.
I regretted of me going after you and seriously, i made a wrong move. I should not have done so on Valentine's day!!! I'm really a dumbfuck! Damn it! Being loyal isn't good at all to me right now cause i've been very loyal to both my ex-es (including her) and look what being loyal got me into? Now, i just want to be a playboy, a playa!!! FUCK LOYAL!!!
Will call her later just to settle this stuff or should i say all the things she used to say to me. Let's hear some explanation and i won't easily put my trust on you anymore!
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