New Year

Happy New Year!

A new year, which means a new start for me. Basically 2007 was n wasn't a good year for me. The good part is i get to meet new people and did new things and graduated from The One Academy. The sad part is i broke up again. Sigh.. felt like as if i was being played.
God Damn It!!!! FUCK!!!

Anyway, my new year resolution is....
1) Get the hell out of Malaysia, hopefully i'm able to further my studies in the States

2) Pass my TOEFL test which will be in a few more weeks time, pass the interview in the US Embassy and also the accpetance from the University which i will be furthering my studies at.

3) Go lose some weight and do some work out. Been gaining some weights lately. Wanted to build some muscles, make myself look more confident and bulk and big size? And to stay healthy as well...!!!

4) Wanted to join the competition of "I Want to Be Model". If not, then maybe do some photoshoots for some TVC or maybe some print ads or anything to do with printed things la...

5) Make myself more matured in terms of action and thinking.

6) Earn more money

7) Start some small business, either partnering with friends or SOHO?

8) Get a new girl friend? Well, i think that's impossible for me... I'm not really that attractive tho, so i'm just crapping. Ignore this.

9) Be a real player, fuck loyal. I've always being loyal to love for the past years and even the last relationship at 2007, but look at what being loyal did to me? It doesn't pay off you know? One, i don't lie to the person i love unless it's in an difficult or hardness situation. Two, i don't flirt around with any other girls in clubs when i have a girl friend. Three, i try to do all sort of things to make the person i love happy but it's still useless. So, why do i have to suffer all these things when i've been loyal to the person i love? So, now i just wanted to flirt around with girls and not going to start any other relationship with any other girls unless i've found the right person whom i could really put effort and make this relationship a possible thing.
effort and make this relationship

So, hopefully everything goes on smoothly this year and may all my dreams come true in this year, wish me luck. Even tho i know no ones going to bother reading my fucking blog. Just typing out what i'm feeling right now.